FieryCosmos

hey so i think im done with this account
im not deleting it just in case

but i havent drawn in forever
so you probably guessed i was done
but i dont feel driven to be here much anymore
and havent for quite some time before i went “dark”

sorry for not doing a proper goodbye
and again it may not be forever
but most things ive done on here have gone nowhere and have fallen a part and looking back on some characters make me sad because they deserved better treatment from me
and yes i did make most of my own characters
and yes theyre fictional
but it does hurt to leave them behind a bit weirdly enough

also ive see others on here and around me that have grown, but personally i feel stunted

i’ve also been on here since i was pretty young (like 15/16 yrs old starting out)
and im 25 now
and im a different person from when i started in some ways
and my passions have kinda run dry - i still love tmnt, dc comics, marvel, yugioh, and the like
but whenever i draw it goes nowhere

i kinda feel compelled to write again but i dont know if i want it here
i made an archiveofourown account
and i’ll post old canon/reader stuff there
and i’m tempted to write more of that stuff to fill my need to make characters
but if it’s a “reader” maybe i wont be as attached and less to give up on them
my account name on archiveofourown is still called ancientwhitefire but might change the name to separate myself more? so people dont have expectations

i know i havent said any specifics as to why im leaving and it’s no one’s fault just in case anyone speculates that
it’s me, i’m not driven to be here anymore
and i kinda want to move on

again sorry for this shitty goodbye
and again ive taken a hiatus before and have come back but this feels different

again who knows i might come back- but i feel pretty done
sorry for any groups im in

i'm sorry if i've done anything to offend you but it seems you've blocked me? i cant recall us interacting in the past so i'm confused as to why this would be the case
maybe you've changed your username since maybe i could've last seen you but i like your bnha oc so i wanted to show my support but found i couldn't

hi
just wanted to say thank you 
to all the lovely people that wished my happy birthday  
it's greatly appreciated <3 

tho i dont feel different being 24 lol 
(still getting carded like im still 21 lol) 

thanks again to you lovely lot 
<3